Deep in contemplation

I am alone
in this vast sea of tumultuous folks
waves of busybodies, appear and leave
how the splendour of past wisdoms faded
grief and despair replace tranquility and pleasure
misery and bliss alters

In this darkness
Cold withering breeze immersed me
alertness fails
spirit is fading
And at last awareness began to shift
I astrayed out of time and space
floating beyond the vision
and every surroundings are illusions
Very real and tangible delusions
Past and presents passed out
while memory hurls out everything it contains
and images of the pasts appear and dim
The very moment I perceive something
on how this lifeless order came to pass
why on earth this toils and harshness ever exist
why agony and despair ever appears

O worldly misery..
consuming the world
you never understand the suffering of people
but why?
this endless torment is caused by themselves?

Ignorance and oblivion leads them
desire and vanity thrust them even further
the meaning of life have they forgotten
the essence of orders they disregard
why exchange life for mammon and fame
why can't the primary essences on things no longer valued
and the seemingly promising frivolous be sought

Now..
it's my soul complains
in dire needs for providence
longs for divine lights to illume
escorting me in the way to eternal peace
when the wavering trees whisper their sorrow
and their dreams of night o'er
when stones conceal their wails
and sad stars shimmers
I'm sitting here
in hunger for truth
seeking things that last